Friday, May 22, 2015

I'll still Believe in Forever

Hahaha I was watching one of the most loved "tele-drama" here in the Philippines. It is very popular TV Series here.Today is the most awaited ending.Many were saddened because they can no longer watch their favorite show.
I'm not a fan, but I used to watch it. Well, the series is a typical type of love story.It ends very well- as usual the "they live happily ever after" just happened again. The guy confesses that she still love the girl and they both admit that they still love each other. I'm not the protagonist (type) here, but the story was close to impossible (after all that happened) I cannot elaborate how the story goes.

It is entitled "Forevemore" (it became a popular word after the airing of the drama)- so naturally the director should stick to its title- to give the audience a forevermore ending. But one thing this drama contribute on how I perceive life is this... (maybe) there is forever.
In my human nature of thinking, I don't believe in forever. High school friends will part ways sooner or later, you will surely find the end of the scotch tape, the flowing water in the river will surely find it's sea and man will die in it's appointed time. That's why it's so hard for me to believe in forever. Or maybe this my simplest way of preparing my heart for abandonment. I've known a friend who is very scared of being abandoned and I realized that we have the same fear. I don't want people to go, all I want is for them to stay- to keep them for forever. But what I'm thinking is surreal. People just come and go. Or maybe this is simply rooted of all the past hurts and abandonment of the people who I truly love and cherished- and they just go and leave me broken. Whatever my reason is in not believing if "forever", I wanna dug it down and leave it die. I wanna believe again that somebody will truly love me, cherish me and keep me. Many people had already found it and some (like me) might still be searching for it. At this point in my life, I still want to believe that there's still forever. There will be.... I'll give love a chance.

P.S at this moment in my life, I thank my Heavenly Father for letting me know and keeping me reminded that He is the one who loves me "forever". There is God who forever love you.

Keep going everyone. God bless.

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

An Overly Obsessed of Order is a Disorder

Have you heard about OCD or many called it an Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. Some may not noticed it that they already possessed this kind of disorder. And I am one of them...

At first I don't really have the idea about this kind of disorder, but I think it's getting worse. My friends and I usually crack jokes about it. We call ourselves "OCs" whenever we do or perform some projects. When we pay attention into details, we call ourselves "OC".

What is OCD? (for you to understand what I'm talking about). Thanks to Google I found the perfect definition... "
"Obsessive–compulsive disorder (OCD) is an anxiety disorder with intrusive thoughts and repetitive behaviors due to fear or paranoia. It can produce uneasiness, apprehension, worry (obsessions), aimed at reducing the associated anxiety (compulsions), or a combination of such obsessions and compulsions." This means it is an anxiety disorder characterized by uncontrollable, unwanted thoughts and repetitive, ritualized behaviors you feel compelled to perform. If you have OCD, you probably recognize that your obsessive thoughts and compulsive behaviors are irrational – but even so, you feel unable to resist them and break free.
Compulsions are behaviors or rituals that you feel driven to act out again and again. Usually, compulsions are performed in an attempt to make obsessions go away.

Most people with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) fall into one of the following categories:

Washers are afraid of contamination. They usually have cleaning or hand-washing compulsions.
Checkers repeatedly check things (oven turned off, door locked, etc.) that they associate with harm or danger.
Doubters and sinners are afraid that if everything isn’t perfect or done just right something terrible will happen or they will be punished.
Counters and arrangers are obsessed with order and symmetry. They may have superstitions about certain numbers, colors, or arrangements.
Hoarders fear that something bad will happen if they throw anything away. They compulsively hoard things that they don’t need or use.

In my case, I'm afraid, but I noticed that I fall under "counters and arrangers". I have this impulsive that constantly organize things in a certain way. I always keep things in order. I keep things in it's proper place. You might think that it's normal. We all want order and cleanliness as always. But for me, Seeing some things not in place or messed and failing to do it (arranging it) causes me frustrations. My family members at home failed to understand my need of order. I nag and get mad most of the time if I see things on the bed, objects on the floor, disarrange rugs, unthrown trash inside the room and etc. And I got frustrated every time I see disorder. At that moment, I feel that there is an urgency to clean and arrange it over and over again- even if I'll be doing it for forever. And also observed that often times I washed my hands... oh no, I hope it's not another symptom. :(

I felt sorry for my family for being this way. I just can't help it. I know it's all in the mind. But my emotions and feelings are already affected. I don't know when it started and I don't know how to stop it. If you have the same situation and if you go through the same things as mine, you are very free to comment. You might be a great help. If you already overcome this disorders, then, your helpful tips are very welcome here.

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Dove Intense Repair Conditioner's Magic.

Hi guys, I can't stop myself but to really buzz you about my latest discovery. This discovery is not that huge but it's really useful to me. I used to have a dull and dry hair, but thank God, I finally found the one for me. I'm sorry guys to disappoint you ( sorry boys, only women could really appreciate this post.

If you will browse in some of my blog post, you will notice that I have dull and kinky hair. Used to do hair rebonding every 6 months of every year. My annual hair rebonding (without proper treatment) resulted into tremendous hair dryness and dullness. But finally, I bumped into a right shampoo for me. The name of the "magic" shampoo is  "Dove Intensive Repair" conditioner. Miracles really happen through this shmapoo (note: *dove didn't paid me to make this testimony. It really came from the heart)

I started using this shampoo two weeks now and I clearly see the results based on my personal encounter with the product. Now I greatly promote and suggest that you should take on this brand. It's really worth the a try. Have a great day ladies.
Keep going everyone

Monday, May 11, 2015

How to Stay in Tune All the Time

Through technology, everything is possible...  We can do many things anytime and anywhere. I am speaking about how technology could make our life easier. I am just amazed how technology continually innovates and upgraded in time.

No wonder, this could be mixed in your day to day work or even the things you are passionate in doing. I'll site an example, I discovered a simple, yet a very useful for musicians out there. I just love to share this to guys. I am talking about digital key chain. I discovered it in one of the site I love and I found it very useful and worth to share. I think everyone has keys, but not everyone has a musical instrument. So, I am sharing this for those who possess both things. I just love the idea how you can come up with a tuner and with your keys with it. The digital tuner makes you in tune with your favorite instruments no matter where you are.

It's really a cool gadget anyway. 

Sunday, May 10, 2015

How to Make Your Days Very Boring?

I'll be spending the rest of my summer attending ( a quite boring) but a meaningful seminar. I am very sad because I won't be able to attend our Summer Youth in our Church. I got a lot of responsibilities as a teacher- and one of those is to attend seminar.

The seminar is about enhancing the curriculum. Yes, as I've said, it a meaningful seminar. But it made me sick because it requires you to sit for hours just to listen to the speaker. I do not say they are the most boring person, but I a person who wants variety. I love to do many things. I am active person. So I found it very difficult to sit and eat (I think I'm over feed) and listen for almost the whole day.

This time, I'll be travelling again to attend another educational seminar. I hope that the seminar would end up very soon, because I'm sick and tired of it.

I wanna have break and use the rest of my summer going out and enjoying. But I have to accept it- tomorrow is our seminar. So I have to go. good night guys :) Zzzz

I strongly suggest, you have to go out and have fun after the training. What you think? (Don't forget your "Me" Time)


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